Pain Agency (Expanded)

by Sucioperro

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1.
Liquids 04:42
You never ask you insinuate Suggest I would do something typical Expect the worst, expect the critical We take liquids for that Refused the comfort of silence Rejected all you care about In the search for something different Something non-existent A relapse into distress get up it’s not your fault It’s not your fault A version maybe of myself, get up, get out Refuse the comfort of silence Mistakes and sorrow for luck I am open, you are cut Do we take liquids in place of love?
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So from this view This canyon I call the future This precipice from which I stare Over nothingness and all so self-aware Disappearing, disappearing Will you ever make the jump for me? That makes me feel so good and this makes me feel so positive For all the little half-truths and total lies I cursed myself over Yeah I cursed myself tonight Journeys with morals cast aside Re-enacting the dissident code I’ll cover all your mistakes I’ll cancel all your negatives I’ll destroy all the traces of your misdemeanours I’ll cancel all your negatives I’ll cover all your mistakes I’ll destroy all the traces of your misdemeanours For we are all the same, we are all the same Anyway, anyway, anyway That makes me feel so good and this makes me feel so positive I’ll cancel all your negatives I’ll cover all your mistakes I’ll destroy all the traces of your misdemeanours I’ll cover all your mistakes I’ll cancel all your negatives I’ll destroy all the traces of your misdemeanours For we are all the same, we are all the same Anyway, anyway, anyway
3.
Defend the meaning Something lies within dangerous resolve And you’re searching for it Lost in your head without knowing Alone with questions, begin to reason Exposure to a life without sin Photographs remind us how it was Beware what you are, be aware what you are A love burning down Our big house by the river Eternally chasing the bliss of abandon Those dirty little freaks take pieces of you I sing myself to sleep, I sing myself Forget what you stand for, it's meaningless Answers to nothing, defy everyone You keep it all inside, let nothing out
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Are you convinced or have you drifted in? Excuse me while I search for incentives It’s all conceit, the way you love everyone you meet, everyone I could say there’s no damage done but all around you we’re faded What we want and what we need Are one and the same thing, one and the same thing What we say and what we do It doesn’t fit when all roads lead back to you We don’t fall at the first refusal We don’t fall for your fake compliments And you don’t listen when I say I’m a mess, you’re used to it Do you think it fucking matters, all this crying over nothing? Reaching out to who we say we are Who we think we are and who we try to be, who we try to be I could say there’s no damage done but all around you we’re faded What we want and what we need Are one and the same thing, one and the same thing (So is this all that you want or just all I can give?) What we say and what we do It doesn’t fit when all roads lead back to you We don’t fall at the first refusal (are you convinced we won’t fall?) We don’t fall for your fake compliments (Follow your lies through it all) And you don’t listen when I say I’m a mess, you’re used to it So is this only that you want or just the all that I have to give We are one and the same thing? Do you think it fucking matters who we say we are Who we think we are and who we try to be?
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We built this all for you to hang your dreams upon Our sanctuary, a safe and warm refuge You turn lives upside down in the pursuit of a common ground But you don’t even try to keep up with the pace Well we never hang out socially You never even seem to want to talk to me Where we are all danger and you are the dust And both are even balanced on ribbons of trust This is my final letter of complaint, my fatal resignation I tried to enable perspective while wishing for education You pretend we are all so dear to you But these are the last words I will give to you While silently you plot your revenge I have the answer Well listen up here sweet indifference Don’t you know my enemies are even closer than my good friends? Don’t you ever dare to think I wouldn’t cut your throat To stop you breaking me into pieces again, again, again, again Now we never hang out, not like it used to be You never even seem to want to talk to me Where we are all danger and you are the dust And both are even balanced on ribbons of trust Do you really know the meaning of sacrifice? (I can start over, we can start over again) Did we ever connect, was it all superficial? (This means everything, this means nothing) We welcomed you like family, you left your lonely world (These are the last words I will give to you) Until your self pity overwhelms us (I have the answer, I have the answer) Don’t change what you can’t understand
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Hate Filters 07:21
Do you feel over, unsatisfied? Are you caught up in the charades and tears Of your troubled life? It’s just the choices all amount Fate wrestles luck And we stand there screaming "let me out, let me out" I hold my love close to my heart We don’t let them tear us apart We keep it simple, we take it easy You say you need me but I need you more Hate filters common sense We run to ground They sit and laugh at our expense It just dilutes, wastes and corrupts We count our blessings They argue over what it’s worth For what it’s worth
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In this life it's so much easier To sit and watch the world move on A quick glance towards the other half And laugh at how they did it all wrong I'd cut loose if I was brave enough But fears become my only ally I'd wake up if I had reason to You can't lose what you don't have And I am tired of nothing at all You can't feel what you don't know I guess I thought that I knew it all Does a simple future lay in the shelter of your love? Your words of gratitude Slowly made me open my eyes Your smile, true and sincere Completely lifted me by surprise I'd give up if I was weak enough But you won't let me give up the fight I wake up 'cause I have reason to
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When I find that I am here again The conversation turns to home Some still familiar arguments, a fight for time alone Why don't we talk about hurt we never show? I am listening to you Did you realise it's all we have to exist? I don't forget you called me self centred and Lost in the importance of self advancement It’s your conscience, it’s your conscience A repeat of missing, always on my back It's a slow reaction, I am listening to you I am listening Repeat your cowardly behaviour Running over your anger constant so inequal Careful it's your last chance Protected, unconditional (Don’t leave me here, say that you love me) We were born at the wrong time We didn't choose to be victims All those risks were adventures We were forced to make decisions Where we are, where we end up With the odds stacked against us We believe in the future all our faith will be rewarded All our faith will be rewarded We believe in the future I won’t leave you here, you know that I love you
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No. 273 05:27
I'm just a sucker for the truth Time wasted, thinking constant Questions, possibles, automatic dissonance It was the killing of kings that opened me Hit process, full of pessimism It's all about the money not the casualties It's all about the money Do the right thing You talk about the pressure I feel it but you don't know who the fuck you are The danger of irrelevance, a generation divided Divided I love the wrong things, I love the wrong things They called it righteous Dissidents lined up to load the weapons Ideals in conflict, whispers and secrets Inevitable change, change Divinity loves everyone And damn you we love everyone We call it righteous Everything we do has direct consequences
10.
You never noticed me You never heard a word I said Capsized me with your demons Then left me lying on the floor as if dead Still I hear you singing Songs about the unfortunate ones Supposed friends here we are all thinking That you'd be much better off on your own We are like rain on your parade Confuse your destination You are surprised that we remain Swallowed by indecision Oh yeah I walk in the dust of the aftermath I hear the broken down hush Of the wolves at my back The age of disaster is always so near Still I hear your voice and your songs in my ears We run towards the summers' end Escape our true ambitions Under attack we don't defend We trade our information, we trade our information I have had enough of this I can't take it I have reached my limit Don't give up this much I know we will take care of you
11.
Cautious trials and dramas leading me back to faith in ignorance Holding hands with ghosts and shadows I assure you we are not alone, we are not alone We are not alone Someone, somewhere loves you Someone will break your heart Is it a constant turbulent stream of bad luck? Were there signs between the momentary love-ins? The point where all sinners unite yeah! Someone, somewhere loves you Someone will break your heart Someone, somewhere loves you but you don’t know what love is Emotions locked, defeat your rival Embrace them like an old companion Divert to new mutations with ever-open invitations Connections so obvious always lead to your ruin or your making True selfish acts of indulgence, closed off to form and balance We don’t need your fucking attitude Ignoring this is brave, defending this is precious, endless Ignoring this is brave, defending this is precious, Defending this is precious, endless (Someone, somewhere loves you, someone will break you) They’re not gonna break, not gonna break us
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A shared affinity with my best friends We talked so openly, I was so touched Between the open wounds I was caught prisoner Before I came straight crashing down to earth And I could not forgive my shame I will never turn my back on you again My gradual descent into self destruction Enabled me to reach straight out to you And while you listened you held me closely I will never forget how much you pulled me through You gave me love and gave me my name And I will never turn my back on you again You are my blindness, you are my bridges You are the road on which I long to feel at home You are my weakness, you are my substance You are the reason I am not alone You dedicate your life to me And animals and other silent types Animals, animals, animals I was self conscious, I lost my passion I crawled into my cemetery heart You stood there with me, your arms wide open And swore to never let them tear me apart You are my prayers answered, my anchors unchained And I will never turn my back on you again I will never turn my back on you I will never turn my back on you again I will never turn my back on you I will never turn my back on you again I will never turn my back on you I will never turn my back on you again I will never turn my back on you I will never turn my back on you again
13.
I hope you know I do not want this Don't tempt me to deny I do not need this now For I assume nothing unconditionally I won't be a part of the cover-up And it makes no difference to you if I break A silhouette, a remembrance that you once cared You say "it's nothing, where is that real thing now?" You say, "it's nothing" Did you think of consequence? Those empty nights spent wishing It all would be better in other circumstance I hope time waits for you for distance only damages And it makes no difference to you if I break Before your eyes A silhouette, a remembrance Where you once cared now you despise Don't think it's over, don't think it's over
14.
Crush-ed 01:51
Left for dead, left alone How could you leave me so desperate? Left behind by my own And I can’t pretend it never crushed me All of them out of control Taking turns denying your love But I just can't let you go I just can't let you go Were you used or abused? I'm fucking sorry and confused Redemption comes in many guises But I am not one of them My hope is over Unbalanced time and on the edge With sinister intent There is nothing here resolved And everything is broken And all that I have left Is the struggle with my heart
15.
Pain Agency 02:53
Trapped, physically immeasurable Burning emotional state Stupid material wants, enlisted in time Peripheral disasters occurring With complimentary fits of aggression In a centrifugal direction abolish all we must Sweeter than sucking on ice, on honey My life as an alien Controversial pain agent To believe and see in the eyes of the world To believe and see in the eyes of eternal To have taken the line over loyalty Matters of the heart remain ferocious Resuscitate the black art
16.
Those angry whispers force a head rush Head first insistence she's like gold dust Then down the line she says "it's not enough" You say you're free at the expense of us Convinced them all you were a diamond Yeah we all fell like hapless idiots But I am happy I was blinded I woulda never tasted that sweetness You break me out of loneliness with all your sweet talk I catch your smile and it's so twisted You bite your lip before you lick it Those naïve pricks were so vindictive You kiss me like you wanna fuck me Then pull away like I am nothing You kiss me like you really need me As if you even care
17.
+ve / -ve 03:13
There was something in the air That something good was gonna happen I could feel it in my bones I could taste the warm redemption I've never been so high, so selflessly devoted I've never been so high Me + you = So here is my confession, I never saw it happen Please do not share my guilt, it's just a gut reaction Your selfless optimism I hope will be rewarded I want to share my ascension with you No reason I can give you I'm +ve I'm -ve I've settled with my conscience, I'm +ve I'm -ve Add me up I make zero, add me up I make zero Me + you = You make me sacred
18.
I connect to you when I can only see your eyes And I love your eyes Remember when I would pretend I didn't even like you Maybe I was just hiding from the fact that I was falling for you How stupid of me to think I could ignore my human nature How can I resist, how can I be to blame? I have no self control And so we have these conversations Those wonderful tender moments Where both of us have so much to say And I care what you have to say How stupid of me to act like I was your saviour You're so much more than inspiration How can I resist, how can I be to blame? So alive I feel when I'm close to you All that holds you in is holding me back from telling you It's holding me back You are so precious to me, you are so precious to me, you are so precious
19.
A blonde parade of dreams yeah! Every problem has a purpose Stick around while you can Find your own intentions, somewhere to belong Was it something they said that spoiled you so much? A misinterpretation of your yearning Don't stop doubting what you heard from all those idle friends So fucking empty underneath Living with irreverence, crush every failure to only exist on the surface Was it something they said that spoiled you so much? A misinterpretation of your yearning Where one follows another to the scene of the crime Existence over comfort Pressure without pressure without pressure Without pressure, without pressure
20.
You dreamt of chasing a red flower We had a friend of a friends blessing My true ambition became clouded I want to share in your victory Mirror, mirror, one in a million hopefuls The lies I told you just to be near your treasures So much not fitting with this life, too much inter dependence Our soulless escape towards some deeper meaning You thought that I had made the right decision Had answers to all your prayers, amen I could have said ‘it's all about action' but I just kept you guessing all the time You're so dirty dirty sick sick and we all want a piece of it

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Our second album, mixed by Chris Sheldon
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released June 7, 2012

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Made in Ayr, Glasgow and London 2007 - 2008.
Re-released 7 June 2012.

Contributors:

David Aird
Craig B
Duff Battye
Gordon Burniston
Stewart Chown
Janine Fearn
DP Johnson
Jon Luis Jones
Richard Kayvan
Jamie Lenman
Ross Lennox
Michael Logg
Paul McGeechan
Fergus Munro
John Reid
Caral Rodgers
Angela Rossi
David Rossi
Chris Sheldon

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